This is a repost of a blog post from months ago. but now I can start writing about it on my new blog A womb 4 rent !!!!

This is a repost of a blog post from months ago. but now I can start writing about it on my new blog  A womb 4 rent !!!! 

Surrogate

What am I thinking???? I am thinking of something amazing to me!!

About 10 years ago my Aunt Michelle went though a horrific loss of her little Junior a perfect little boy that was growing with a beautiful heartbeat, he was perfect in every way but he was growing in her tube. Right as she found out she was rushed to surgery 12 weeks pregnant and before she was thinking she was going to have a little person she would love and and hold. She found out sh

e would no longer to have the ability to have children the way a women should. She was devastated , hurt in so much pain. How do you ever except that you just lost something you love then learn you don't know if you will ever love a little thing again?

I will never forget her pain, but just seeing the miracles that followed helped. She decided she would do what ever it took to have a baby. She had turned to IVF. While she was doing IVF She had found out her eggs were not looking so young and beautiful. She was on her 5th attempt with IVF, she was told none of the 4 eggs look good so they decided to transfer 4 eggs. Now she has quads but there is a pair of Identical boys.

Watching her trial I have thought how I would be a surrogate or how I would donate my eggs to her in a heartbeat. Well she didn't need me but ever since then I have thought I would like to do it one day. Lately I have been thinking of it a lot! I want to be a surrogate! I hear stories from friends with there struggle to get pregnant and I always feel so guilty when saying my first baby 1 month we did not care. Got pregnant! Then had Kaden on his due date. With my second I was on birth control but missed one pill... Got pregnant! Had Allie on her due date. My 3rd I had had an IUD in got it taken out had a period week later and was pregnant that month.. Delivered Brennon one week early. Then my 4th I had an IUD in and had a positve pregnancy test 4 weeks later no period and delivered Londyn a week early! To those reading this with issues you are welcome to hate me :)

I think all the time why do I have this GIFT when its so hard for others... but I have realized why?

ITS NOT FOR ME ITS FOR SOMEONE ELSE!