So yesterday was a very hard day for me.... A story that just hit me and I still have puffy eyes from it..
My husbands boss was due to have a baby boy this Friday and his wife was scheduled to be induced on Monday, well they came home to an empty babies room. Chase didn't make it because of a cord accident. I am having a hard time with it I think because of my hormones and just seeing my baby an seeing how it could have been me but I now have a guilt of life my baby is ok and home and I can put myself in this situation and I can feel there pain like its my own loss.
I just keep thinking how a couple of months ago I went to a hockey game with his boss and wife and I just keep seeing her face as we are talking about our babies being born and how excited she was to have a boy. Then a couple of weeks ago I took Londyn to see his co-workers and his boss kept saying how excited and in a couple weeks he would have a little baby. Why does life change in a an instant? I just keep thinking of everyone who has lost a baby, babies or a child, I just have a broken heart for all of you. I really hope this is not my trial in life, If I am like this when its not my story how would I be if it was mine? Destroyed!!!!
Please Pray for the Taylor's strength !
Thank you!
3 comments:
Oh no. I am praying for them. So so sad.
I can relate the feeling n fear about the loss of love ones, especially your own children. It seems so good to be true, that my children, so far, in good health. Chase's family are in my prayers and thoughts. May they be comforted
I wish them peace and comfort. Your a good woman Jenny!!!
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