Music

I just wanted to dedicate this song in memory to my Grandma.  I called my grandpa a couple days ago to ask about songs that made him think of Grandma to add to her funeral pictures that my dad took and he said " The twelfth of never by Johnny Mathis" It was there song. So its now my new favorite. I don't care about older music but I LOVE this now... I will love you till the twelfth  of never grandma!

I can just see two little old people dancing to this song and it melts my heart.

Today

I just woke up and I just cant sleep anymore but I can tell I am going to hate life with an hour.  Today will be our last goodbyes for now to my sweet loving grandma.  I have the worst memory so my very best memories of my granny has been in this last year. I have loved her crocheting more than anything and I couldn't get enough of it. She made me dresses for my Angels.  Blessing dresses for my girls.





















 My favorite though is my crochet earrings. About a month ago she was in the hospital showing signs of Dementia and I went to go see her and the moment I walked into the ER room her face lights up and says "Your wearing your earrings".  I will miss you her so much. But I am so happy she is with her baby girl Debra. As a mom I just think how amazing it would be to finally see your baby you had lost 40 years ago. I am sure she just cant let her go for anything.  Here is my Grandma Obituary. She truly will have mansions in heaven for the love she had for others. I would like to say thats were I get it.  LOVE YOU Grandma O!

Then tonight.........

The fundraiser is on! 

Wish me luck, because my fear right now is that I will be all day with family and sensitive from my loss  today then tonight I will get up see all my family, friends, Angel Families and people that have changed my life and I will loose it and the reception center will be scrubbing there floors of tears. 

I hope it huge success with people and were able to help Now I Lay Me Down To Sleep! 

How to say goodbye to someone you loved your whole life????

I have not figured that out! I will let you know if I do!

I love you Grandma!!!! 

She gained her beautiful wings and well deserved mansion in heaven at 11:38 pm last night surrounded by her favorite people.  Her children, grandchildren and great grandchildren!  She was welcomed in heaven by her daughter Debrah, Mommy, Daddy and her grandson. Hopefully she got to kiss all my Angels!