Today

I just woke up and I just cant sleep anymore but I can tell I am going to hate life with an hour.  Today will be our last goodbyes for now to my sweet loving grandma.  I have the worst memory so my very best memories of my granny has been in this last year. I have loved her crocheting more than anything and I couldn't get enough of it. She made me dresses for my Angels.  Blessing dresses for my girls.





















 My favorite though is my crochet earrings. About a month ago she was in the hospital showing signs of Dementia and I went to go see her and the moment I walked into the ER room her face lights up and says "Your wearing your earrings".  I will miss you her so much. But I am so happy she is with her baby girl Debra. As a mom I just think how amazing it would be to finally see your baby you had lost 40 years ago. I am sure she just cant let her go for anything.  Here is my Grandma Obituary. She truly will have mansions in heaven for the love she had for others. I would like to say thats were I get it.  LOVE YOU Grandma O!

Then tonight.........

The fundraiser is on! 

Wish me luck, because my fear right now is that I will be all day with family and sensitive from my loss  today then tonight I will get up see all my family, friends, Angel Families and people that have changed my life and I will loose it and the reception center will be scrubbing there floors of tears. 

I hope it huge success with people and were able to help Now I Lay Me Down To Sleep!