The whirlwind of events and emotions..

I never wrote about this but I need to. We had a funeral service for Debra. It was amazing we had opened the casket again and really inspected your little body. She had little bones, bones were sticking out of her little socks and there was tiny finger bones in the same place were her hand was lying. It really was so amazing to see. She is beautiful!

My Grandpa was so proud and he had said this was the first time he got to hold her. He never held her 42 years ago :(


































Grandma your baby is no longer cold she now has the best warm blanket you made. I wonder if she knew when she made it for Tim's girls or a  hunch she was really making it for Debra. A couple of weeks ago I found a blanket I was setting aside that granny made for Allie for her blessing dress that looked very similar it made me tear up. I am so glad I have that! needless to say besides me being sick was a very amazing experience!



NOW for the Craziest part of my last month.... 

My husband has come out of his MO CLOSET and is now a MORMON!!!!
A couple of months ago, if the Missionaries came to our door he would tell to tell them he was not home.  Then about a month ago the Bishop and one of Harris's Basketball buddies came over and said " so your now ready,  and the missionaries are going to come here starting Tuesday."  I told him I would no longer lie for him if he wanted this he needed to deal with it. I had know Idea what he had in store for me!

At his first lesson he was involved and really acted like he wanted it. I came home and knocked on his head and asked him were my husband was.... I HAD NO IDEA! He told me he really wanted it. Then he kept shocking me with all his talk.  Then last Saturday he took the plunge!

His brother Brad Baptized him. It really was a very awesome day. I still don't know what to think of it. I really realized the issues I have. But being raised LDS and I have not been to church besides special occasions in about 14 years. I really have things I need to work on. But all in all Im really happy he told me he wanted religion and not another women.  I am very proud of him and he has changed for the better. He is a better Husband and father. And I didn't think he could get any better. I am very honored to be his wife. And Im anxious to see what's to come.

My sweet Grandpa came and hugged me. I had to show because he does not like the camera so usually he wont look at the camera but I got a sweet smile and eyes... I love you Gramps!!! It has been really nice to really love on him since my grandma died. I just hope my husband loves me as much as he loves her.  I have a feeling my Grandma has a  lot to do with all this craziness in my life lately. She must be working really hard in heaven. You must not need sleep in Heaven because I am exhausted with all the energy my grandma has now.